Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Last blogged @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

there's something i learnt from life's painful lesson.
it's that when someone whom doesnt worth your tears knowck you down,
you gotta prove them wrong,show that you're strong,
and pick yourself up from the ground.

Last blogged @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

To AKD:
I know luh,youre lleaving.
moving, not migrating.
time flies so quickly.
and i still remember last week,
you asked if we could take same transport home.
you said there's still one week.
now it's almost half gone.
geez, it's so scary.
anyways,have a same trip there and back!
hope there's so disaster there! D:
touch wood.
God will always be with you yeahhs?
I'm gonna seriously miss you LOTZ!
im gonne cry when i think of you.
sighs.
girlgirl, you shouldn't leave me.
ohh yesh, you're the man.
seriously,
you're such an awesome friend to me.
it's really hard to find a friend like you,frankly.
Ohnahgawd,
i really don't want you to go.
but there's no choice left.
so i wish you all the best :))
and you must remember me!
cuz i'll FOREVER remember you!!
and ohh yeahhss,
I LOVE YOUZZ !! :):):)
♥

Last blogged @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

today.
so.
emo.
i.
wished.
i.
had.
more.
and.
better.
friends.
by.
my.
side.
didn't.
want,
this.
to.
happen.
either.
!
gosh.
my.
angel.
save.
me.




save me, from my loneliness and depressesion.

Last blogged @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

nothing much happened today.
and PTL that my throat is healed :)
so happy and grateful.

so yeah, today had Geog common test.
And was so bored during last lesson of class.
cass and i didnt want to go down for lunch.
so stayed in class.

Cass was hungry, asked me to buy popcorn chicken for her.
didnt wanna go down alone.
So i asked Sijie to Pei me go downstairs.

and omg,
the Queue was darn long.
and worst part is,
the upper sec guys cut queue.
so i wouldnt wanna queue so long.
so went back up.
apologised.

sadd.
mum came late today.
waited.
maybe half hour.
almost.
called.
didnt pick up phone.
called twice.
no reply.
pissed.
waited.
mum called.
said on the way.
10 mins.
turned out to be mre.
pissed.
called.
waited.
came.
sid Goodbye
To FRIENDS.

holding back tears.
didnt want them to fall.

if it's not the end of me..
why am i being so lonely.

Last blogged @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010

3 more days..
to my fatefyl day.
i don't know why's this happening,
but i guess it's for some reason.
i don't know what and why it's
happening to me but not the others.
but it just hurts to see you leave.

well, if you really had to leave,
I'll Miss You So Badly.



And yes, this year is a horrid year for me.
i lost so many things and people in my life.
they left me,
without a proper reason.
and they just break my heart.
like shattered glass.
abused.
loneliness.
anger.
envy.
hopelessness.
i really hope all these will end.
this shall be a compliment for you..

and thanks for my MEMORABLE birthday bash.
it was 'awesome'.

thanks for friendship problems,
that only tear us apart.

thanks for leaving my life,
without saying goodbye.

THANKS YEAH.
really appreciate it.


So God,
if you're planning all this for me,
i'm trusting you
that all these will go according to your plan.
I'm leaving my hopes,future and dreams in your hand.
letting you take control of my life.
i'll seek you when i need you.
And praise you when im joyful.
I'll thank you for whatever you gave me.
And treasure whatever i have now,
cuz i don't know when you're taking all them way,
it's better to be safe and sorry.


Mould me in your way Lord.



valerie